Hello goodbye :)

hello my monkey!
I think, the times up now.

for me..
you might be had done to trying make a move to me from her,
which is useless.
it's because "very hard to moves to another heart isn't it?"
yeah actually I feelin it too
to you..

Do you know?
I often...
I often overexcited to talk about you to my friends.

but,
you take me for granted don't you?
that's my friends opinion about you whilst I talk about you to them..
"one day you here, one day you there~"
and I didn't notice it until my friends said like that..

And I just wanna say goodbye to you,
Thank you for everything memories those we made,
specially thank you that you had tried it for me.
Now I realize and understand, why you still choose her..

One thing you must know..
from my deeply heart,
I will always love you.
I promise from now,
that I understand it and I'll let you go

please remember,
that I am worth, so I'm going to another pages.
to continue my worthy life and welcoming every new stories to be writen.

it's Ok!
the new story of me just has begun! :)

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09:36PM

Life in a mask

everybody is fake.
I don't know how to trust them.
they nice to me, but sometime they talk about another person
what they don't like about that person, the weirdness of that person, anything about the badness of that person.
but suddenly in another day!! They hangout together, take a pic, and maybe some video?! what the hell like that?! I don't even fuckin understand with those fuckin all!!
And I wont to trust anyone anymore!

ruining in my head

a bit conversation between the right-side and the left-side whispers


R : "ugh! c'mon! we have to moving"
L : "moving? for what?"
R : "of course for a better our life!"
L : "what a better? i'm better stay right here. its comfortable to be here. i'm glad!"
R : "ooghhh pleaseee! you know he doesn't like youuu!!! why are you do this thing?!"
L : "yeah I know, but I do love him very much!"
R : "you don't!! he just assumes you as a friend, not much and don't you wish anything about him it's just make your time to be waste!"
L : "idc rightsie, until in this time he has all of my heart... and no one can't take it away from him"
R : "whattt?"
L : "i'm gonna be his home." :)





1.42 AM
virtual hug and kisses
-cc-