Not poem just 3 AM thoughts

Sometimes I feel warm on you

sometimes I feel cold too on you

you know we are just a friend

so I know there's no the end

together makes a joke,

laughing extra loud to make a noise,

then we make the world for our self

being happy and ordinary is our shields

and when it going on by the time

suddenly something wrong happen with me

I'm literally convincing myself for know

that I don't to you 

but I do...

I do expecting to see you around

I do hoping my eyes can stare at

I do always imagine "if I were in your warm-tight hug" and last 

the dangerous thing's I do likes you...

no no no I don't..!

I can't accepting my feeling, 

but this is a naturally thing...

the thing that I don't even know...

I don't want something just like this... :(

there is no help...

and i'm gonna try this feeling's flowing by.

the confusing night, Jakarta.

12.14 AM

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