What is love?

There is always on my mind that fully in my head thinking of Love. And I have a complicated question of love, so what is love? Some people will answers "two people which stay together when they in the up and down situations" but for me, it's... ahh like I said before its very difficult to explain. Its more than staying together in the up and down situations, but it involving the emotions which is sincere to doing anything for the loved one. Both of them will do that for makes the loved one happy with every way that he/she through. The others of my mind is, "love is dumb" because really?! you don't know why you will doing anything you wants for that the loved one. How if the one you loves doesn't love you back?! its sounds like stupidity in yourself.

and the worse news is I do fall in love with someone. Someone who always close with me as a friend, since we were in the senior high school. Which is we had many memories we made. Actually I really tired with all of these stupid weirdo feelings. I wanna let it go but why it always sticky in me?! I wondering to myself, are will the all of these is end?! when???!!! I wanna happy too like you without me! I wanna happy too like before I meet you! why this is so hard? every pieces of time I try to kill my feeling, but I think it useless, its getting stronger and stronger than before i try. I really don't know what to do, i'm tired, very... but the best way is keep off you to meet me up. but you know? until now I do. I do fall in love with you, you know since when? Since I know you at the 10th grade which is I'm not sure with the feeling at the time. :)

you know Bloggie, it always nice to writes all of my entire life with you. although it just for a while.
thanks.

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trying to stand up from the fall

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